Yesturday was a really really shit day.
For the past few months, a girl in my maths class has been majorly on my case.
She rarely says anything hurtful, and as insignificant as it may be to you, constantly asks questions, mostly personal. It's harassment.
I know I sound pathetic saying that. Surely I can deal with a few questions? It's more than that, and it's been going on for months and yesturday was the worst it's ever been.
What I feel the most let down by is my teacher. She knows what the girl is like, and she's watched this happen for all this time and never so much asked if something was wrong. Yeah, ta miss.
Somebody told me yesturday that I 'should just ignore it. Crying won't stop what the girl is doing, and I should just be stronger'
How fucking dare they?
'Just ignore it'. For real? What'd they think I've been doing for the past six months? I never breathed a word about it to anyone! No, crying won't make it stop. But I didn't cry in front of her, I have more pride than that. They don't have the slightest idea how it's made me feel, sorry if I'm upset about being bullied and everything, y'know? I didn't realise how fun it was! 'Just be stronger'. Fuck off, what d'you think I've been trying to do all this time? What do they know about it? About me. Nothing.
On a happy note, I went to my primary school BBQ in the evening. As I had a shit day, I decided to do something a little different to make me feel better. Somthing stupid. I ended up taking a small bottle of Peach Shcnapps to share, and put a drop of lemonade in.
I'm not proud of it Megan, I knew it was irresponsible and inappropiate considering it was a primary school BBQ, but did it anyway. I was the only one there pissed -I was with a crowd of friends- but they didn't seem bothered and enjoyed laughing at me :D
My friend Robyn was there too. I miss her so much, she goes to a different school to me and I only see her a few times a year so it was great to see her again :D
Y'know those 'warrior' things? You stand on an inflatable stool thing and bash the shit out of your partner with massive foam tube things. I went on that with my friend Laura. I failed majorly, but it was hysterical.
I've made myself sound so pathetic in this post. Sorry guys :/
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Mini :)
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people should not ask such personal questions...
Not ashamed, Min. Just wasn't appropriate or cool, y'know? :D
I know it wasn't. I just fancied doing something I'd never usually do :)
Ugh. I want to tell that girl to fuck off and mind her own fucking business -_-
And the stupid teacher.
*beats up girl and teacher*
"That was for Mini you bitches!"
...That felt good.
But seriously. Don't let them get you down. Ask to move places, and if that doesn't work, report her to a senior member of staff at your school. If all else fails, you've nearly finished school, now, haven't you?
It's nearly the summer.
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I know this isn't helpful but you should tell the bitch to fuck right off. >:D I wish I was in your school sometimes! I'd stick up for ya :)
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Awww Maddie, how sweet.